It was 20 years ago today.....

Actually it was a lot more. But for some reason, people from my past are crawling out of the woodwork. Is this one of those things where your life flashes before your eyes before you die situation? I hope to hell not.



Anyway, I am finding myself remembering the time when all that really mattered was what I was going to do on that specific day. Now, I have to look more forward with my planning. And all this time spent remembering has lead to a lot of wasted hours..lost in my thoughts, wondering where I went wrong, where I went right. At times, I am amazed I made it this far.



I do know this, I have been totally neglecting things that make me ME. My art studio is empty of works in progress. Piano and guitar are collecting dust. The horses are dirty from the rain and mud, and need a good grooming. The house is screaming for a pre-spring cleaning.

I took this picture last summer. Obviously, the lightning bolt did not strike some life changing/affirming revelation in me, as it did in the tree that it hit.

My winter doldrums are diminishing. Yay.

I miss you, Mister Lennon. But you coulda done better than Yoko..what was that about anyway?